What was Alma’s wish?
If I could be anyone and do anything, I think I would want to be a member of the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, so that I could sing about the Savior all over the world. ”O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people (v. 1)! Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and come unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth (v. 2).” Alma wished that he could have been an angel to call the people to repentance all over the world. The difference between being an angel crying repentance and a member of the choir is interesting. I think of singing as my way to share my testimony. And I do believe that the members of this choir are acting as angels on the earth, because they help to bring the spirit into the hearts of people, who may not allow it in by words alone. An angel would be a more direct way to have people change their hearts.
I am working on teaching children how to repent, but I can’t recall trying to encourage someone else to repent. I tend to generalize to groups, rather than say things directly to people, usually because I do not want to offend anyone. I think that since Alma had had the experience himself, he realized the effects that it had. When we experience something amazing, we want to share that experience with others. We want them to go through it so that they can feel the same feelings and have the same outcome. I’m sure this is why he wanted to be an angel, because he knew the power that a heavenly messenger would have and how it could effect the wicked hearts of men. He had also just witnessed a horrible battle for the people of his time. Many thousands of lives were lost because of wickedness. Alma knew that if more of the people were righteous, their would be joy instead of the mourning and sadness that the people had been experiencing.
“But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me (v. 3).” We have all been given talents. Alma is saying that he should be happy with the tools that the Lord has given him and with what has been expected of him. Alma had been “allotted” to be a leader and a missionary to the people. ”Yea, and that same God did establish his church among them; yea, and that same God hath called me by a holy calling, to preach the word unto this people, and hath given me much success, in the which my joy is full (v. 13).” We know what we have been allotted to do through our callings in the church, from our patriarchal blessings, and through the covenants that we have made. I guess the point here is do we find joy in what we have been called to do as well. Are we happy with our callings, or do we “sin in [our] wish to do something else. The Lord knows us best. He knows what will be best for us and He knows how we can serve Him the best. When we are not happy in the callings that he has given us, we would surely be offending the Lord’s decision to bless us with them.
I really like this quote by Elder Neal A. Maxwell, “True spirituality helps us to achieve balance between being too content with our present self and the equally dangerous human tendency we might have of wishing for more enlarged and impactful roles. Alma said, ‘But behold, . . . I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me.’ . . . To develop that kind of justifiable contentment . . . is obviously one of our challenges. . . . We may feel underused, underwhelmed, and underappreciated even though we are ignoring unused opportunities for service all about us.” There is more than enough work to do for the Lord. We have been given talents to do marvelous things even in the little things we do. We need to look closely at our lives and find where we can be of the most service. Then we will be acting as angels on this earth, without even realizing it.
Do we really get what we want?
“I ought not to harrow up in my desires, the firm decree of a just God, for I know that he granteth unto men according to their desire, whether it be unto death or unto life; yea, I know that he allotteth unto men, yea, decreeth unto them decrees which are unalterable, according to their wills, whether they be unto salvation or unto destruction (v. 4). Yea, and I know that good and evil have come before all men; he that knoweth not good from evil is blameless; but he that knoweth good and evil, to him it is given according to his desires, whether he desireth good or evil, life or death, joy or remorse of conscience (v. 5).” On one hand we have the desire for life, salvation, good and joy. On the other hand we have the desire for death, destruction, evil and remorse. I think most would much rather choose the side of life because that is the goal, to be happy and have the eternal blessings. But what are we willing to do to obtain them? We are given the opportunity to choose one side or the other, “… he granteth unto men according to their desire …”.
When we know that we can choose between these things, it can help us to live happier. Instead of thinking that we are destined to live in an unhappy state, we know that we have the choice and we just need to find the things that will make us happy. There are many out there who do not know that we have a choice. If we want to choose life and salvation over death and destruction, we can show the Lord by acting accordingly. We can find the joy in this life through service and other good works. If we want to choose death and destruction, we show Him by bringing ourselves and others around us down. This choice is the greatest gift that we have and knowing it is so important. Our lives are not results of someone else’s choices, unless we allow them to be.
What brought Alma joy?
I have joy when I see that I have been able to teach my children what is right and they have remembered. I find joy in watching them grow. I had a moment of great joy on Sunday, when I heard how my daughter had been an instrument in the Lord’s hands for someone else and had “saved” them from going further into a bad place in their lives. I was so full of joy that I couldn’t help but cry. I hope I can remember that experience forever (I made sure to write it down in my journal).
“I know that which the Lord hath commanded me, and I glory in it. I do not glory of myself, but I glory in that which the Lord hath commanded me; yea, and this is my glory, that perhaps I may be an instrument in the hands of God to bring some soul to repentance; and this is my joy (v. 9). And behold, when I see many of my brethren truly penitent, and coming to the Lord their God, then is my soul filled with joy; then do I remember what the Lord has done for me, yea, even that he hath heard my prayer; yea, then do I remember his merciful arm which he extended towards me (v. 10). Yea, and I also remember the captivity of my fathers; for I surely do know that the Lord did deliver them out of bondage, and by this did establish his church; yea, the Lord God, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, did deliver them out of bondage (v. 11). Yea, I have always remembered the captivity of my fathers; and that same God who delivered them out of the hands of the Egyptians did deliver them out of bondage (v. 12). Yea, and that same God did establish his church among them; yea, and that same God hath called me by a holy calling, to preach the word unto this people, and hath given me much success, in the which my joy is full (v. 13). But I do not joy in my own success alone, but my joy is more full because of the success of my brethren, who have been up to the land of Nephi (v. 14). Behold, they have labored exceedingly, and have brought forth much fruit; and how great shall be their reward (v.15)! Now, when I think of the success of these my brethren my soul is carried away, even to the separation of it from the body, as it were, so great is my joy (v. 16). And now may God grant unto these, my brethren, that they may sit down in the kingdom of God; yea, and also all those who are the fruit of their labors that they may go no more out, but that they may praise him forever. And may God grant that it may be done according to my words, even as I have spoken. Amen (v. 17).”
Alma’s joy is because he has been allowed to be a missionary and help others repent and find God, because he had so much success, and because the sons of Mosiah had so much success on their missions as well. Alma found joy in these things, because he knew that he and the sons of Mosiah had helped many people find salvation in the eternities.
In D&C 18:10-16 we read, “Remember the worth of souls is great in the sight of God (v. 10); For, behold, the Lord your Redeemer suffered death in the flesh; wherefore he suffered the pain of all men, that all men might repent and come unto him (v. 11). And he hath risen again from the dead, that he might bring all men unto him, on conditions of repentance (v. 12). And how great is his joy in the soul that repenteth (v. 13)! Wherefore, you are called to cry repentance unto this people (v. 14). And if it so be that you should labor all your days in crying repentance unto this people, and bring, save it be one soul unto me, how great shall be your joy with him in the kingdom of my Father (v. 15)! And now, if your joy will be great with one soul that you have brought unto me into the kingdom of my Father, how great will be your joy if you should bring many souls unto me (v. 16)!” There is great joy in the salvation of souls. It brought Alma joy, it brings the Savior joy, and it can bring us great joy.
I hope that through my example and service, I can bring this kind of joy to myself, my family and to my Savior.

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